I began at the gym today hoping this would not be like every other attempt last year to get into shape. I do not belong in the body that is walking around with me and so I have decided to see if I can find the one inside who wants to wear new, fun clothes and not hide behind the clothes that I can still fit into. I have resigned from the job I have and have a contract to work on the other side of the world in six months. How I would love the new people who meet me to think of me and not think of my weight at the same time - if you know what I mean. Anyway enough wishes for one day - I have literally written my first chapter in this new book of my life - let us hope that it will turn out to be a comedy rather than a tragedy. Fingers crossed everyone!