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Chasing my tail

I am trying to figure out what will work for me with these last 10-15 pounds and this looks like a good place to try.  I have been here (10-15 lbs) many times for many years.   I have only let it get above this number twice, both during major life changes, but I seem to often be worrying about some weight. I have done Jenny twice-once when my number was high, the other time to drop those 10 I hate.  I don't think I have it in me to do it again.  I really have grown to hate the frozen, prepackaged stuff.  I currently have a freezer too full of Lean Cuisines because I caught a good sale... I say I hate the food, but some of it is pretty good.  I just don't want to live off of it and have seriously burnt out on it. I know I need support/accountability.  If you are lucky, you get a consultant at a place like Jenny that can inform you, support you, help you figure out why you continue to turn to food no matter how much you hate this weight.  I have not had that experience yet.  I am pretty well informed about what and how much to eat, I run/exercise pretty regularly, so they don't have much to help me with- and often they are in the process too.  I understand that.  It is my responsibility. Why do I keep chasing my tail? I don't know.  Maybe this will help me find out. 


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